Butterflies

I don't remember when my facination with butterflies started. What is in butterfly that makes me feel happy?

Seeing a butterfly makes me want to chase it like a child.

Maybe it started when my mother died. Everytime the elders would see a white butterfly, they would say that she is there, watching over us.

It have given me solace during that time of grief. It gave me something to hold on to.

a letter to the other side

Hi! How long has it been since you've been gone? I don't want to count anymore. When you were still here, I wanted to tell you so many things and share all my thoughts and worries. We never had that I wish we had. For so long I wanted to ask you if I only gave you headaches and worries?

I never saw it coming, WE never saw it coming. . . you leaving. I'm sorry. I was never able to say to you all the things that i like to say. Maybe i was scared of how you would react to all that I wanted you to know or maybe I did not want to bother you because you have a lot of things in mind that are more important than me or what I want to say. Maybe it was both.

I'm sorry I'm such a failure. I never met your expectations. Maybe it would have been easier for you, if you didn't have me.

The Palawan Experience

Before the end of summer, I was given the priveledge to go to Palawan. . . It was really really nice. (I just love the beach. . . )



Welcome to the world's longest underground river . . . the next picture was taken when we are exiting . . .



but getting there was not easy. . . . just look at condition of the road . . .



This is the mountain where the underground river is located. A little blurry because this was taken when we are about to go to our hotel.